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Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Funerals/Viewings

I'm sure almost everyone has been to a funeral or a viewing at least once and if not consider yourself lucky. Funerals and viewings are never fun and are almost always sad. There is never any way to be ready for one nor is there any way to be ready for it. You can't always think that they are in a better place cause some might not be. I have been to three funerals and viewings this year alone well hell its been over the last like two or three months two in one month and now i had this one this month. They are never pleasant. So try to keep all this in mind when you see some one on the news and they are dead they are always someones friend, brother, sister, father, mother, or relative.

Monday, March 9, 2009

No time...

I knelt to pray but not for long,
I had too much to do.
I had to hurry and get to work
For bills would soon be due.

So I knelt and said a hurried prayer,
And jumped up off my knees.
My duty toward god was now done
My soul could rest at ease.

All day long I had no time
To spread a word of cheer.
No time to speak of God to friends,
They'd laugh at me I'd fear.

No time, no time, too much to do,
That was my constant cry,
No time to give to souls in need
But at last the time the time to die.
I went before the Lord,
I came, I stood with downcast eyes.
For in his hands God held a book;
It was the book of life.

God looked into his book and said
"Your name I cannot find.
I once was going to write it down...
But never found the time"

God speak to me

The man whispered, "God, speak to me." And a meadowlark sang.
But, the man did not hear.


Then the man yelled "God, speak to me." Thunder rolled across the sky.
But, the man did not listen


The man looked around and said, "God, let me see you."
And the stars shined brightly.
But the man did not notice


And, the man shouted, "God, show me a miracle."
And, a life was born.
But the man did not know.


So, the man cried out in despair, "Touch me God, and let me know
you are here." Whereupon, God reached down and touched the man.
But, the man brushed the butterfly away and walked on.


So remember, don't miss out on a blessing because it
isn't packaged the way that you expect.
Take notice of the blessings around you

What i've learned

I've learned that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.

I've learned that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

I've learned that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. The same goes for true love.

I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.

I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.

I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.

I've learned that you can keep going long after you can't.

I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.

I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place.

I've learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.

I've learned that money is a lousy way of keeping score.

I've learned that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.

I've learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down, will be the ones to help you get back up.

I've learned that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

I've learned that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them, and less to do with how many years you have lived.

I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.

I've learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.

I've learned that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do love each other.

I've learned that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever.

I've learned that two people can look at the same thing and see something totally different.

I've learned that your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know you.

I've learned that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you you will find the strength to help.

I've learned that credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.

I've learned that the people you care about most in life are sometimes taken from you too soon

I've learned that you cannot make someone love you.

All you can do is be someone who can be loved.

The rest is up to them.

I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back.

I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.

I've learned that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts.

I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.

I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.

I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words.

It may be the last time you see them.

I've learned that you can keep going long after you think you can't.

I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.

I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I've learned that learning to forgive takes practice.

I've learned that there are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it.

I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.

Dance with the devil

Here I stand,
helpless and left for dead.
Close your eyes.
So many days go by.
Easy to find whats wrong.
Harder to find whats right.

I believe in you.
I can show you that I can see right through,
all your empty lies. I wont stay long
in this world so wrong.

Say goodbye,
as we dance with the devil tonight.
Don't you dare look at him in the eye.
As we dance with the devil tonight.

Trembling.
Caught in across my skin.
feeding your cold,
dead eyes.
Stealing the life of mine.

I believe in you.
I can show you that I can see right through,
all your empty lies. I wont last long
in this world so wrong.

Say goodbye,
as we dance with the devil tonight.
Don't you dare look at him in the eye.
As we dance with the devil tonight.

Hold on.
Hold on.

Say goodbye,
as we dance with the devil tonight.
Don't you dare look at him in the eye.
As we dance with the devil tonight.

Hold on.
Hold on.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

here by me

I hope youre doing fine out there without me
Cause Im not doing so good without you
The things I thought youd never know about me
Were the things I guess you always understood

So how could I have been so blind for all these years?
Guess I only see the truth through all this fear,
And living without you

And everything I have in this world
And all that Ill ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.

I cant take another day without you
Cause baby, I could never make it on my own
Ive been waiting so long, just to hold you
And to be back in your arms where I belong

Sorry I cant always find the words to say
But everything Ive ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love

And everything I have in this world
And all that Ill ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.

As the days grow long I see
That time is standing still for me
When youre not here

Sorry I cant always find the words to say
Everything Ive ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love

And everything I have in this world
And all that Ill ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.

And everything I have in this world
And all that Ill ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.

endless online

Endless online isn't the best game out there but its kinda funny some of the things that happen especially when the admins are online people are begging for stuff and you see speeders* well they get walled its funny how much they scream about it saying they didn't do anything and they all did something. well the web site for endless online is www.endless-online.

*speeders=people who go really fast and are sometimes really annoying :D

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Boredom

boredom is very boring lol...well I'm pretty bored right now so i think ill just ramble a little bit hope that's ok :D welps i don't have any real lessons right now but god speaks to us all in different ways and well i guess this is his way of speaking through me. theres a chapter in the bible and it happens to be Psalm 23 it says "the lord is my Shepherd; I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. He restoreth my soul:he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Yea, though i walk through the shadow of the valley of death, i will fear no evil: for thou art with me: thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. surely goodness and mercy shall fallow me all the days of my life: and i will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever."

my last post

the last post i did had the wrong song on it...but the song i put on it is a good song so its ok but the song that was supposed to be on there is called dear slim and heres the url for it :D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CAiwQq3dLws
lol here it is and the songs called dear slim hope you enjoy it :D

Dear slim...

Hey guys welcome back :D have you ever heard of KJ-52? well i like to listen to his songs they inspire me. heres one of his songs its called fanmail and i hope you get something out of the song.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ca2TRbfKc4I
thats the song hope you enjoy :D

Thanks

Hello everyone :D thanks for coming to my blogspot to read some of it... I hope you learn something when you get done reading some of this :D enjoy :P